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Garden Over Embers

by Johanna Wacker

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1.
You slighted me with a promise Said you’d never leave my side You triumphed in the way you met me Long before I found my pride You said you’d rectify all the times we fought And raised your glass up to the sky But I woke up and viewed you all the same I saw right through your roving eyes I’m a bullet you load in your revolver Waiting in the cylinder with other sorry souls I’m sent flying through the barrel Piercing my dignity right through the skull When you’re mad at me, you treat affection Like it’s an awful sin You roll in late and go to sleep without a word I can only wonder where you’ve been The porch light’s glow is slowly fading It screams out for kerosene In the darkness I lay out the minefield I won’t let you burden me in dreams I’m a bullet you load in your revolver Waiting in the cylinder with other sorry souls I’m sent flying through the barrel Piercing my dignity right through the skull I’m a bullet you load in your revolver Waiting in the cylinder with other sorry souls I’m sent flying through the barrel Piercing my dignity right through the skull
2.
Let me relive that night you looked at me longingly Then you took me home just because you were lonely Meanwhile, you were the one I wanted only You wanted a cowboy, but you got me I wear my cowboy hat in hopes that you might see I don't look like him, although I still can please I must admit, this is all causing me grief Cause you wanted a cowboy, but you got me It's time I tell you the truth, I ought to set you free But it's hard, I'll let you go, reluctantly I'll say it fast and not very poetically You should find a cowboy instead of me Yeah, you should find a cowboy instead of me You wanted a cowboy, but you got me
3.
When did reality become subpar? Pills in my pocket and liquor never far Powder in my wallet and a fatal family at the bar Remnants of a childhood left so marred When we sat down for dinner in the North End I never thought you’d present my one year medallion Let’s say a prayer for your mama up in Heaven That ring on your finger must mean something We somehow grew a garden over embers At dawn our lilacs revel, then surrender It seems God offered me a pardon So I share this sober toast with you my darling When did reality become subpar? Dealers were friends, took drugs from strange men, And passed out in the train car Any grievance sent my way Was a good excuse to escape the pain Nights spent praying that I’d wake up tomorrow sane When we sat down for dinner in the North End I never thought you’d present my one year medallion Let’s say a prayer for your mama up in Heaven These rings on our fingers must mean something We somehow grew a garden over embers At dawn our lilacs revel, then surrender It seems God offered me a pardon So I share this sober toast with you my darling God must have offered us a pardon Now I share this sober toast with you my darling
4.
Dead Ends 02:56
I've reached some dead ends And cried over dead friends Strangers made their passes When I showed up cashless And told them, my words were all I had I've lost good love to petty theft And lost my voice to cigarettes My actions caught up fast As I fumbled in my craft Traded my audience for whatever was on tap But now I must confess Things no longer seem like my death sentence I put some views to rest Paranoia never got me far It was rooted in regret I languished on the bottom shelf 'Til I was seeing stars Most everyone has seen A loved one turn mean Words can't be taken back My mind rewinds the track When trust has been tampered with Not much remains intact But now I must confess Things no longer seem like my death sentence I put some views to rest Paranoia never got me far It was rooted in regret I languished on the bottom shelf 'Til I was seeing stars But now I must confess Things no longer seem like my death sentence I put some views to rest Paranoia never got me far It was rooted in regret I languished on the bottom shelf 'Til I was seeing stars I languished on the bottom shelf 'Til I was seeing stars
5.
Sacred Kind 03:21
Can you sing “By the Mark” From where you’re resting now? You take the melody I have the harmony down In the mother of pearl beneath my strings You carved your hand reaching from the clouds Was it a sign That you would leave us all behind? Was there anything left on earth That could have kept you here? Did you even know You were the sacred kind? Then you made the world resign When you put your fire out Roads you’ll never drive Unseen visions of your future wife Instruments you would have made And the songs you’ll never get to write They all went up in a cloud of smoke When your flame heaved its last sigh We missed the signs That you would leave us all behind Was there anything left on earth That could have kept you here? Did you even know You were the sacred kind? Then you made the world resign When you put your fire out
6.
Chance never wanted to raise a child Meeting women in the dungeon was more his style He stopped stealing tractor trailers Took his cheap suit to the tailor And cried out to the heavens, I’m not a failure Chance found a night job slinging drinks He’d splash his reddened face in the kitchen sink How could he resist temptation? Part-time barman, full-time patron Doused his suit with rum as a libation Chance taught pretty girls how to play pool Every now and then when he remembered the rules Left the bar floor caked in sin Whiskey knocked beer out of the ring His cigarette said vows to the morning drink He said, I’m not cut out to be here every minute I don’t wanna leave this world But I don’t wanna be fully in it And if I die by chance so will my plight When I was cruising dry I lost to the devil in a bar fight I lost to the devil in a bar fight
7.
We’d always go to stranger park Where the lost men would hide We’d pick up the litter And watch the rail yard at night Buried all my pets there And it’s where I went to cry Remember the time We flew the paper airplane high Far above the buildings And into the sky I can see it soaring If I close my eyes I was well aware That the bottle was your true love I’d known that before I was even ten Yet I still clung to the idea At least I was your best friend I’ll be about to let you go But love is the whisper That can sense my resignation Yet stubbornly linger All of my resentment Starts to taste bitter The urge to reform Lies dormant in you Your eyes are lustrous And unbearable too Your apology is soothing But it’s long overdue I was well aware That the bottle was your true love I’d known that before I was even ten Yet I still clung to the idea At least I was your best friend I’ll be about to let you go But love is the whisper That can sense my resignation Yet stubbornly linger

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released March 3, 2024

Music and lyrics by Johanna Wacker
Produced by Mike Davidson

Banjo, guitar, vocals - Johanna Wacker
Fiddle - Lucy Nelligan
Harmony vocals - Max Oliva

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Johanna Wacker Boston, Massachusetts

Johanna Wacker is a singer-songwriter and roots musician from Queens, NY, though much of her family comes from the mountains of Virginia. Johanna’s music incorporates traditional influences from Appalachian old-time, bluegrass, classic country, blues, and the American folk revival. Her primary instruments are banjo and guitar, but she also plays fiddle, mandolin, and mountain dulcimer. ... more

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